If you ever get a chance to see the “true” me, consider yourself lucky. Because some of my family and close friends don’t see him. He only comes out when I’m sitting at home alone, cuz that MF has issues. 🤷🏾♂️😂…. That means I care that deeply about you. And there’s no plans of me going anywhere.
For me, the biggest fear I have is a “broken heart”. I don’t fear death or anything else. But the thought of having my heart broken again causes me great anxiety. The unnecessary thoughts that run through my mind hinder me from finding something true and amazing. Which is why I rarely pursue a meaningful relationship. The second it goes south, I’m out. And on to the next…. But this is something I am becoming painfully conscious of and I am working on it. Because I realize that if something can cause me that much anxiety then it must be that great. Anything that isn’t worth pursuing isn’t worth the effort. To find out if it is worth pursuing you must suffer a test, a set back or a rough patch. If you care you’ll push through and if you don’t then it’s not for you. When I find that one I’ll know because I’ll push through even after the rough patch.
Never doubt someone that has never given you any reason to ever doubt them. Stay true and stay loyal.
A wise man is wise because he knows he is a fool.
It seems like people are always looking for the enemy, the bad guy to blame…. But the thing is there are no bad guys, there are no good guys. Only flawed human beings…..
There’s a thin line between confidence and arrogance. I believe there’s nothing in the world that I am not “good” at. That doesn’t mean that I am automatically good at everything. It means that after practice, concentration, learning, and repetition, I can attain skill. With that being said, now I question; Am confident in my own abilities or am I arrogant to believe in such an exaggeration?
Currently learning how to stop holding grudges and let things go…… I’ll let y’all know how it works out 🤷🏾♂️😏