Battling My Self Conscious Thoughts

You may have something you’re insecure or self conscious about. I’m self conscious about feeling like I’m ‘weird’. I think this was something that was deeply rooted from childhood experiences and has recently resurfaced these passed few months. When we think about how others may perceive us we are really only projecting our inner thoughts. You have to always be conscious of your most inner thoughts and control them. Otherwise those inner thoughts will manifest in the physical world. The past few months as I my consciousnesses expands, I started to ask myself, ‘Am I weird, strange, or crazy?’ No this is not about the current medical issue around the world or any outside influences. It is all about me. As I started to think more about the questions and answers of the universe and myself, I found myself thinking and speaking about things that I once thought was weird but interesting. I began to feel as if I was weird or strange. But not in comparison to anyone other than myself. So I had to dig deep and ask myself why I feel that way. From childhood experiences and past relationships, there has always been a part of me that felt ‘weird’. At times I embraced and accepted it. But in actuality I was only accepting a false statement that I created and then projecting it outwards. I now know that I have never been weird, strange, or crazy. I have been and will always just be who I am, which is ME!

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