Emotions run deep, I think of you constantly. Always on my mind you make me so damn happy. Publicly I never speak of you and me because things work better when they are kept privately. Cautiously I navigate through this life trying my best not to make mistakes or dwell on the thoughts and events of past days. You’re special to me and you get the upmost deserving treatment, more than I have done before. It’s different now because you are the one I truly care for. You are the one who I will always be there for. I pray for a great outcome but life is crazy and you don’t know what it has in store for you. You’re beautiful and incredible though you don’t like compliments, I only speak facts. This is just my observation. To say I’ve been waiting for someone like you is an over statement. Let’s build and grow this into something amazing. Pay the outsiders no attention because they only mention things that they don’t comprehend. They fail to see the potential. This is my attempt to write something displaying my emotions but more than words is what you deserve. So I’ll let my actions speak louder. I hope they are heard……..
That moment when you realized you’ve watched The Matrix Trilogy and Inception within one week…. And now you find yourself so deep into thought that you begin to question what is “real”. Lol like ‘Do I even exist?’ 🤣🤔
As I sit and watch Sense8 on Netflix, one of the characters is an actor who is homosexual, but is afraid to reveal himself to the public. He was worried about how his image and career would change if he told the world. It not only makes me mad but also causes confusion in my brain as to why people care if someone is gay. Love is the greatest thing in the universe and across the multiverse. I believe love is what connects us all. So who a person chooses to love, have sex with, or spend their lives with should not matter to anyone. In 2017 if someone says that they are gay it should not be a shock to anyone. It really doesn’t fucking matter. Love who you want to love. Kiss who you want to kiss. Be happy with the person that makes you feel great. I have two kids and I could care less if they deciding to date the same sex. I am no one to determine what’s right or wrong. But what I can do is show empathy, support them, and try to understand.
I honestly don’t even want to use the term ‘gay’ anymore. Why do we have so many words that are used to classify and label individuals? I embrace the day that people no longer ask if someone is gay or not. But to be honest, I am one of those people that asks that question. Thus I need to make a change in myself first before I can see a change in the world. A man and another man kissing should be no different than a man and a woman kissing. Let go of the past and any ideologies that support hate and separation. We are in the 21st century and we are still discussing race and homosexuality. What the fuck is wrong with all of us?
I’ve been thinking about how we age. It’s almost like we have two different ages. We have our physical age in this reality which is based on the laws of this physical dimension. We know how our bodies age biologically. But we also have the age of our consciousness, soul, or spirit. Like when people say “you’re an old soul” to a young person. How old is our true self?
The only way some people can live with themselves is by creating their own reality and ignoring the world around them. The most dangerous mind is a delusional one.