I’m sure a lot of my friends and people who read this will probably be upset that I’m saying this, some will call me a sellout or Uncle Tom but fuck it lol. I don’t get why people will go protest another group’s protest. That’s setting yourself up for conflict. That’s way too many emotions gather in one area. Like if the KKK wants to protest at city hall for an issue why would people go there the same day to oppose it. Why not do your own rally at a different day or someone where else. You may not like someone’s opinion but at least respect it. When there’s a BLM protest you have counter protestors. When there’s an pro Trunp rally you have counter protestors. But why? We are in the Digital Information Age and everyone’s thoughts and options can be heard in an instance. There are multiple outlets and platforms to voice your inalienable right to free speech. It doesn’t have to be at the same time that someone else does it. I am not speaking my opinion on the events that took place in Charlottesville only wondering in general about protests. I think it’s a fair question to ask.
As a single parent, I find comfort and tranquility when I am alone with my kids. So if I allow anyone into our lives best believe that person is special and important to me.
When you have a real strong connection with someone, their mere presence can make a bad day better.
I have no fear of failure because there is no reason to fear something that will never happen.
What we got is deep and we don’t have to speak. Let’s keep it between us three….. Me, you, and we. When it’s real, it’s real and you can feel the connection. That moment when two souls meet and come together due to a spiritual attraction.
Last year the girl I was with looked over my fence like Wilson did every time he was talking to Tim. My emotional wall was built up over years until I finally let someone in. Over a couple months it all came down then to my surprise the relationship ran into a dead end. I saw it all coming like a bad accident and I didn’t bother to even get caught up in my emotions. Though I was kinda pissed about how she did it I said ‘Fuck this shit!’ and went on about my business. I was determine to build my wall up again so fuckin tired of dealing with females, I don’t know if I even want them as friends. Never again, I’m not allowing anyone to penetrate my emotional defense. Things never turn out for the good so what’s the point in even taking a chance. To die alone a single man sounds like a decent plan. I’m note sure if I will ever find romance.
…….. As I write this I am still optimistic and I can imagine one day meeting the perfect woman. One that gets who I am and allows me to be me. She will be the one I tear down the wall for to build a life with. She will be the one I will allow love to let in, until then, it’s just a dream in my head.
There is nothing more precious than giving someone your time and attention. It’s special and one of the greatest gifts you can give. Never give it unless you really care for the person who is receiving it.