The person you love should be the reason you are happy but not the reason for you happiness…… 🤔
I love you. I’m not afraid to tell you but too afraid to show you. So my affections I never display, it’s all confidential. Incredible how fear can make you hide and deny the inevitable. Everyone knows and can see the look in my eyes. They read the poems I type. Hard exterior but a sensitive guy inside. A walking lie, I get emotional during tv shows, I cry. More than words is what you deserve and what you need from me. No matter how many times I speak I need to put into action so you can see, when I say that I love you, it’s real. Honesty is one of the best qualities of me. Please have faith and always believe in me. My word is bound……
I’ll chase you around the world because I love you. Across the rivers, mountains, and deep blue oceans too. Fuck a thousand miles, I’ll walk a billion to get to you. Nothing in this life can keep me away from you. It’s true. This is more than words, this is more than just emotions. This is step one of my grand plan to have you back in my arms forever as your “man”. Because can’t no other man can love you like I can. I don’t know if you’re playing hard to get or if you’re toying with my emotions on purpose. Either way it’s working, and I’m running after you like an insane person. My friends think it’s not worth it but I beg to differ. Life’s a bitch so sometimes you have to hit her and fight back.
I put my life on pause once I get a text or call from you. You are my all, my world revolves around you. Every second and minute my thoughts are dedicated to you. My undivided attention is precious but I give it all to you. A life where your name is not mention is something I find hard to comprehend. I plan to spend the rest of my existence basking in your beauty and wonderful presence. May the essence of my spirit be with you forever even after life stops existing. May we find each other on the other side of that light at the end of the tunnel. My love for you is eternal.
A relationship should only invole two people but what happens in that relationship effects everyone who cares about them. We all have to make our own chocies but the choices we make may effect the emotions of all the people we love.
I miss you! I mean of course I do. I think about all the time we spent, the late night conversations. I gave a piece of my heart to you. So why would I be a fool to deny the truth that I can’t go a minute without thinking about you. I hate this feeling but it’s only natural to miss the person that you cared for who is no longer there for you. Every single second was special. I treasure every moment but I need to let go and move on. This morning I woke up singing the song that reminds me of you. I look around and I realize everything reminds me of you. I still see your beautiful smile. Your pretty eyes and facial expressions are forever etched into my memory for all of eternity. I yearn to be in your presence while at the same time I wish to never see you again in my life. Contradicting emotions causing so much commotion in my mind and my soul. It’s so hard to let you go. Call me a love sick puppy, I feel like a dummy, for even thinking that we could of actually had something. Forever optimistic, always the hopeless romantic. The dreamer who dreamt you into existence. Now I just wish that you never existed so I wouldn’t feel the way I feel at this moment.