I don’t believe in God but I think you are a gift. Your presence is evidence that he exists because I swear that you are heaven sent. I asked the universe to send me the perfect person and then you appear so this can’t be a coincidence. We got way too much in common, it’s obvious that we belong together. A strong bond we formed in moments is solid and I pray that it will never be broken. When you laugh, I laugh. And you when cry, I’m sad. I feel what you feel, all the good and the bad. They say opposites attract but I don’t know believe in that. But whatever this is, I love this shit. We are the perfect match!
A novice in words with an intent to learn. With every poem I type the fire begins to burn more bright. In love with the rhyme, my emotions fuel the fire. Inspired by real life events but details will always remain a secret. You thought you knew what I meant and yet you still don’t get it. I have the spirit of a warrior and wisdom of a philosopher. Strong enough to never give up but wise enough to know when I am done. I’ve won every battle, defeated every enemy. My opponent doesn’t even know we are at war. I’m 10 steps ahead of everyone. I was born to see victory.
THIS IS MY POETRY……..
The resiliency inside me can be electrifying. It’s amazing how I bounce back from adversity. I’m truly outstanding. A man with the keen ability to always keep fighting. The universe’s got me fucked up if it thinks I’m gonna stay stuck in the muck. I can withstand the mud that’s on my shoes. It won’t slow me down, I’ll never loose. So tell the whole world to get out the way, I’m coming through. These are truthful words something you’re not used to hearing. A society living blindly and mindlessly. But not me, I use my one eye to see. As I rise to the top y’all can start off by calling me King. Eliminating anything and everything that may oppose me in an area of 100 square feet. Please take notice the proximity of my vicinity. View this as a warning. I’m warming up. Getting the arsenal ready because I have had enough of all the stupidity, ignorance, and debt slavery. I’m here to set the world free. I know you need me. The revolution is close to a retreat. Now it’s time to call in the calvary. Tell them we don’t want their money. We will never go hungry. We don’t need their assistance, go tell them to eat a dick, shit!! I’m tired of the politicians. I’m sick of the president. Who gives a fuck if he’s black, honestly he didn’t make a difference. Well, at least not positive. Their existence has proven to serve no real benefit. The reality of the situation is, we don’t need a government. Lets get rid of them!!
I can’t eat. I can’t sleep. I feel weak and my life is bleak. The ground beneath my feet is starting to shake, my faith is shrinking, and this solid concrete is beginning to feel like quick sand. I need a helping hand so I’m waiting for a man or woman to to come and save me from this life I live. But no one is around. All I see is the face of my own reflection looking back at me, telling me to rise up and be a better man. I can! I can! Raise my fist up to the sky in rejoice and celebrate the rebirth of who I am. The Phoenix died and came back alive to rise up from the ashes, no longer a mortal but a legend.
I hope that you never forget me. I pray that I forever be etched into your memory for all of eternity. May the essence of my soul follow you throughout your existence. And when you’re with him, I hope you think of me. For every shortfall he has you realize that he can never compare and you will never replace me. This shit that I feel is so beneath me. I feel so damn petty but emotions right now are taking over me. Sadness, jealousy, and anger helps write this poetry. Please never let go of me. Hold on to all of the memories. Play them on repeat like your favorite song from the 90’s. I want you to eat, drink, and sleep thinking about me. I want you to regret your decision, wishing you could rewind time, go back and take what was wrong and make it right. But you can’t do that so live with the pain and agnony. Let the sorrow burry deep into your subconsciousness until the pain manifest and you feel it in your chest. That’s what heartbreak feels like at its best. I can never forget you, trust me I’m trying to though, but my heart and soul refuses to let you go. I find other distractions, little attempts to push any thought of you into the back of my head. I don’t want you to forget me because I can’t forget you. There lies the truth, now the real question is: What The fuck am I gonna do about it?………….
Ever since we got close nothing has been the same. I’ve been feeling deep emotions that I thought I threw away. Sometimes I get jealous and my paranoid thoughts send me into a rage. But I keep it to myself locked up in a cage. Though I do apologize for that day I let it slip away. This is still crazy, I can’t believe I’m even feeling this way. A rarity it’s been that my heart has sent me into a whirlwind of different emotions. A bunch of shit I’m not used to dealing with. I’m usually calm and collected. Never see me be affected by anyone’s actions. I’ve kept that shit hidden. Lately I haven’t and I’ve been off my wagon. My mind’s been doing jumping jacks trying to jump over the madness. Master of my own reality but prisoner to my thoughts. I’m in control of my emotions until the minute I’m not. I’m fucked up and I got issues. Every outburst is clearly my fault. None of this would even happen if I would just accept what’s happening. My heart is afraid cause it doesn’t feel the same and my brain is going insane. I’m falling in love and I never wanted to feel like this again because love is pain.
The past is the past. I leave that shit behind my ass, as I walk the path of the present on the road to the future.