I don’t fear death. I fear my story will be told wrong after I’m gone. Never let anyone tell your story for you!!!
From one fight to the next. The breakup then makeup sex. To the bullet proof vest to help protect you from all of my vicious threats. The intent you display when things don’t go your way makes me want to stray away and find a better place. Because your crazy. And so am I but then again this is just another story of a husband and wife who are battling to stay together but only the strong survive! So there’s no reason why you and I can not be able to withstand the test of time. I know when you look me in the eye that no matter how much anger there is inside I am still the guy that you fell in love with. No one can replace or take that position away. If they try then let them no that their life is at stake. Just because your gone doesn’t mean it’s over, it’ll never be over not even after the world has exploded and our bodies have been scattered across the vast ocean of space. This love is infinite. It will never go away. It can never be destroyed. It will never ever break. So sit back and enjoy the show of our never ending love story. Get your popcorn ready, this is going to be very exciting!
To be continued…………….
Ever since she left I wonder does she think I wept. I didn’t cry this time. I was relived that I was free from the stress. I gave it my all, I did my best. I carried this relationship for so long that the release of the pressure is the greatest gift she can give. I’m ready to let go. I’m ready to move on. I’ll continue to have hope that I won’t die alone. Even so when my body does go if I am not with anyone, then fuck it…… I’m still the greatest person I know. So in truth, I’m ok with being alone. No companion needed, my personal space should have a ‘No Fly Zone’. My energy tank of love has been depleted. Will I ever feel loved again? There’s still a lot more time until my story is completed. I loved you but I can’t no more. She left, so I’m done. Now it’s time to shut this door, forever!