Emotions run deep, I think of you constantly. Always on my mind you make me so damn happy. Publicly I never speak of you and me because things work better when they are kept privately. Cautiously I navigate through this life trying my best not to make mistakes or dwell on the thoughts and events of past days. You’re special to me and you get the upmost deserving treatment, more than I have done before. It’s different now because you are the one I truly care for. You are the one who I will always be there for. I pray for a great outcome but life is crazy and you don’t know what it has in store for you. You’re beautiful and incredible though you don’t like compliments, I only speak facts. This is just my observation. To say I’ve been waiting for someone like you is an over statement. Let’s build and grow this into something amazing. Pay the outsiders no attention because they only mention things that they don’t comprehend. They fail to see the potential. This is my attempt to write something displaying my emotions but more than words is what you deserve. So I’ll let my actions speak louder. I hope they are heard……..
Sometimes you get so caught up in your own deep thoughts and analyzes that you get distracted from your main objective. Then you miss out on the obvious.
I want to write something to express my emotions. Too much to hold inside, I need to let it go before I loose control. I have to keep them in check. Which isn’t hard. I’ve been doing this for years and practice makes perfect. I want to tell them how I feel. I don’t care about their reactions. I’m doing this shit for my own satisfaction. I do want her but I don’t want you. I don’t want her and I don’t want you. Though whoever reads this might be confused just remember that I’m writing this for me and not for you. There’s not enough space in my head to have these thoughts cramed up in there. They need to escape. I won’t let them break me, I’m unbreakable. A young man wise beyond his years with a beautiful soul. Living out this human existence, experiencing as much as I can. My goal is to grow and learn from these lessons. I feel like the world is in my hands and it’s mine for the taking. This feeling is amazing. It comes from inside so nothing in this reality can deprive me from achieving that one thing we all want, peace of mind and tranquility. I reached the top of the mountain but please don’t call me King. I’m just a man like you are, no more no less. I’m going through this life trying to pass all the tests. And all I can do is give it my best.